“If you just tried and took me by the hand, we would’ve been happy in love.”
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It doesn't matter if...
Friday, December 3, 2010 || Friday, December 03, 2010
Even though watching you happy with someone else is the most painful thing in the world.
Even though I am beyond jealous of the girl who captured your heart.
Even though I'm trying so hard not to run and hold on to you when you pass by.
Even though I am damn tired of keeping this feeling inside.
Even though all that you see me as.. is just another ex.
Even though I've wasted a thousand 11:11 wishes on you, expecting that someday it'll come true.
Even though all we could ever be now are strangers.
Even though you've thrown away every single thing we shared together like it never meant something to you.
Even though letting me go was so easy for you.
Even though I still cry over you and you wouldn't know it.
Even though I used to be your everything.
Even though I am now nothing to you.
Even though you would never dare look at me anymore.
Even though everything we had was just a memory.
Even though I can't ever let you go.
Even though I can't ever have you back.
Even though you can't love me back.
No matter how many times I say I am over you, that I hate you, that I've forgotten you... I love you.
Day 01
Wednesday, December 1, 2010 || Wednesday, December 01, 2010
Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
I am currently in a mutual understanding with Marvin. I met him through my friends when I went to their school to watch a dance contest. He asked for my number through my friend and the day after the dance contest, we started texting each other. I was surprised with myself that one evening. I never expected to actually text back, I don't usually do that. Then days turned to weeks, I eventually fell.. kind of. He was a sweet guy. :') And everyone told me he was a hardworking and nice person.
We aren't actually together. I already told him I want to take it slow.. REALLY SLOW; I didn't want us to end up like the last relationship I had. He said he'll wait for me and I trust him :)