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Friday, October 15, 2010 || Friday, October 15, 2010
October 14, 2010.
6:24 pm, FSUU Canteen.
We talked, well......... I talked. And we ended things. I ended the fights. I ended the hurt. I ended the misunderstanding. I ended the whirlwind. I ended the lies. I ended the confusion. And he ended us.
I got up from that cursed blue seat, and ran away... I hoped he would follow. But he didn't. I really, really wanted him to follow me but he didn't. I went to this corner and tried to call his bestfriend. He didn't pick up. But minutes later, his bestfriend and his girlfriend were there in front me. I couldn't breathe. I was falling apart. I was crying so much. I broke down. Punching the walls, hitting my head against it.. I was numb. Tears showered down, fists clenched, I was dying.
Right then and there, I just realized how much I really did love him.