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And reveal thy truth
Saturday, March 20, 2010 || Saturday, March 20, 2010
I don't know why I've been hurting everyone. Yea, every-fucking-one. Maybe because of all the hurt I've been through I want someone to feel that. I told you readers, I'm not a good person. I'm one of the worst. Hahaha.
Manhid na ako. :) Hate me if you want.
Andami na sumasakit sa akin, ee. I don't want to cry, pero ayun napapaluha nalang ako minsan. Haha. Ganun talaga ako. Isang gaga. :) Hay, sana may dumating na isang tao na makakaintindi din sa akin. Even my mom can't understand me, she was never there naman din ee kaya who am I to blame her. Pero wala talaga dumadating ee. :)) Woe is me.
Mahirap kaya na tingin sayo ng mga ng tao, masama. Gusto ko na lumayo. Gustong-gusto ko na magpakamatay. LOL. Ba't kaya noh? Hindi nga nagsusuicide yung ibang tao na talagang walang-wala. Ako pa kaya na nakakabili ng gusto nya, nag-aaral at etc. Madali ako maggive up ee. Ganun talaga, ganuuuun.
Ang hirap na tumawa. Pero tatawa nalang ako para sa sarili ko. Ayoko magmukhang emo.
Kasuklamsuklam din kaya ako, alam niyo ba yun? Kasi ako, nagsisinungaling, nanloloko, nanakit, nagmumura, nanggagago, nanchichismis, nangbabackstab, nagpapakaplastik, nangangaway at lahat lahat na. :) Pero aminado ako sa lahat ng yun. Eh, yun un ee. Ayoko magpakahypocrita at sabihin na mabait ako kasi talagang hindi. Maybe after this post, may iba na ayaw na sa akin. :)) kasi narealize nila na gago pala ako. :> Okay lang yun, people come and go. And those who are left, are those that matter. Ha.ha.ha.
I really can't put in a sentence kung ano naffeel ko talaga, kasi mukha na nga akong tanga, talagang tanga ako. I mean, truthfully, it's not a moodswing anymore. KUNDI. Yun na talaga ako. :) Maybe the time will come na may makakaintindi sa akin at mamahalin ako at hindi masasaktan kahit alam nyang ganyan ako. But, who the hell am I kidding? That person will never come for sure. Parating marami umaalis sa buhay ko, and that's life for me. I just gotta accept that and the fact na unti lang tumatagal na kasama ko.
Ogawd, I'm THAT horrible? :)) Pretty much, I guess. Ayun. Medyo nakilala niyo na ako. OA na din kung OA, pero sadyang ganyan ako. Hay jusko.
