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Monday, March 8, 2010 || Monday, March 08, 2010
I should be in school right now.
D:
To anyone who would care enough to listen, or more appropriately, to read. I just really, really want to let this out of my system.
I don't know why when I woke up this morning, I felt so heavyhearted and tired and just plain sick. Maybe because I'm just tired of my present. :(
It's so sad that when I reminisce about my past, I would be thinking.."What happened?"
The past...it was full of happiness despite the hardships that came along the way. I would be smiling and laughing, never getting trivial things get into my head that would destroy my day. I admit that I had my ups and downs but that's normal. My family was so so close-knit that we would all go into trips anywhere we wanted. But now? I'd doubt we could even talk to each other without getting into a silly argument.
And I'm not supposed to feel this way, I should be happy that I'm alive, that I can buy things both needed and not. But when you lived so happily and all kinds of mountains would just suddenly grow, you'd also doubt whether or not, love can move so many mountains that it blocks the sun leaving you with nothing but darkness.
I don't know how everything turned out so...bad. :[
And being sickly is the worse. :| I mean, it's not so bad, getting sick and having an excuse to not go to school but getting sick every other week? F/ck hell sh/t. :| It's ruining my life.
She's ruining my life.
Untrue friends are ruining my life.
Teacher's are ruining my life.
School's ruining my life.
EVERYTHING IS RUINING MY LIFE. :|
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