Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

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Hey, the name's Dorothy. A filipina with a dash of spanish blood. A senior from Father Saturnino Urios University and one heck of a lousy student. I am loud and unpredictable. I'm pretty bitchy when provoked but, I'm nice when not. I love my friends and making friends; I'll be quiet at first but I'm all crazy by the time I warm up to you. Two sports: Volleyball and soccer, those rock my world. A rookie photographer, frustrated artist, music-freaking-lovah, partygirl, that's me. :)

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

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Soul's Euphoria
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 || Tuesday, March 30, 2010

I'm quite contented with what's with me right now. :) A twin sister, a bestfriend, a babysis, two groups which I love so much and people I came to know who made an impact in my life. I am happy -- not that much but still. ;D

leaving half my heart on the ground,
Well, the title says it all. I'm one half happy and one half sad because I'll be leaving for Butuan. I'm tired. I'll blog later when I feel a bit better nah. >:[

choking on tears,
I'll be leaving Cavite, leaving the life I created here. Well, it was fun while it lasted. I met people who are worth the tears and the laughs. I hope they won't forget me, though, because I'll remember them like it was yesterday. I'm happy, despite the tears I will be shedding for my departure. :D They made me a whole new person, stronger to say the least. :) And I'm thankful, so very thankful to God that he gave me the oppurtunity to meet such wonderful people. Well, you all know who you are and I would like to say three things to you: Thank you, I'll miss you, and I love you. ANDRAMA KOOO. =))))))

PortfolioEnd
Wednesday, March 24, 2010 || Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Hey! :] Its the third term already and school days are about to end :( Throughout the whole school year, I can say that I have been through so much. From gaining new friends to creating a few enemies, from passing to failing, from succeeding to breaking down, from the happiness to the sadness, and from the achievements to the failures: they made me strong! I am not gonna say that the ride was smooth, but honestly, it was much rockier than I expected…but it was, nevertheless, FUN!

Being in SSI taught me how to fight for myself and that no bad deed goes unpunished. It made me realize that rules are essential, and discipline comes a long way. I’ve become much better after the journey of my sophomore year and that I am happy to know.

Another, going to a school as strict as SSI made me feel so oddly free even with them being so uptight and all. How is that even possible? Don’t ask me, ’cause I have no idea. Also, the school is not that bad, in fact… it exceeded my expectations. :) During the duration of my stay in SSI, I met people worth remembering and keeping in my heart; they were the ones who made the year unforgettable. :”> My gals and guys, so to speak.

All in all, my sophie life has been very much fulfilling and I can truly say that I have no regrets. Rock on! :)

SixPakVherqksxz
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 || Tuesday, March 23, 2010

;) The two groups are now joined, for the mean time. :)) It's called SIX PAK VHERQKSXZ :D We took pictures during PE time. :)) It was so fun. Hahaha. We were all acting crazy and stuff.

Finally, something positive happened.

Anyways. Me and beshu, DID NOT enjoy this particular afternoon trip home because of the two noisy and unbearably corny...they looked like they were trying so hard to be like us beshu during afternoons. How sad. I mean, they were insulting this kinda overweight girl, and WE don't that. Sighhh. =))

"STOP TELEPHONING ME--EH--EH--EH--EH--EH--EH..." <--LOL. I'mma download that.

clear my ass,
Clearance? The school-year-end monster. The stupid little piece of paper all students dread. Ack. My section is still not cleared, and THIS is the last day of signing, as they've said. I mean, there are still a lot of blanks! How the eff are we going to finish all of them in like, two days? :((

It's freakin' torture. BOOHU.

now stick it up my ass,
:) masama daw ugali ko, sabi ng nanay ko. Nagdadabog pa nga daw ako ee, wala naman akong sinabi o ginagawa. :)) Fucking IRONIC.

Bitchfactor
Monday, March 22, 2010 || Monday, March 22, 2010

I'm not a bitch, you just don't know anything about me.
Wag tayo manghusga ng tao kung hindi pa natin alam ang buong storya :)

And reveal thy truth
Saturday, March 20, 2010 || Saturday, March 20, 2010

I don't know why I've been hurting everyone. Yea, every-fucking-one. Maybe because of all the hurt I've been through I want someone to feel that. I told you readers, I'm not a good person. I'm one of the worst. Hahaha.

Manhid na ako. :) Hate me if you want.

Andami na sumasakit sa akin, ee. I don't want to cry, pero ayun napapaluha nalang ako minsan. Haha. Ganun talaga ako. Isang gaga. :) Hay, sana may dumating na isang tao na makakaintindi din sa akin. Even my mom can't understand me, she was never there naman din ee kaya who am I to blame her. Pero wala talaga dumadating ee. :)) Woe is me.

Mahirap kaya na tingin sayo ng mga ng tao, masama. Gusto ko na lumayo. Gustong-gusto ko na magpakamatay. LOL. Ba't kaya noh? Hindi nga nagsusuicide yung ibang tao na talagang walang-wala. Ako pa kaya na nakakabili ng gusto nya, nag-aaral at etc. Madali ako maggive up ee. Ganun talaga, ganuuuun.

Ang hirap na tumawa. Pero tatawa nalang ako para sa sarili ko. Ayoko magmukhang emo.

Kasuklamsuklam din kaya ako, alam niyo ba yun? Kasi ako, nagsisinungaling, nanloloko, nanakit, nagmumura, nanggagago, nanchichismis, nangbabackstab, nagpapakaplastik, nangangaway at lahat lahat na. :) Pero aminado ako sa lahat ng yun. Eh, yun un ee. Ayoko magpakahypocrita at sabihin na mabait ako kasi talagang hindi. Maybe after this post, may iba na ayaw na sa akin. :)) kasi narealize nila na gago pala ako. :> Okay lang yun, people come and go. And those who are left, are those that matter. Ha.ha.ha.

I really can't put in a sentence kung ano naffeel ko talaga, kasi mukha na nga akong tanga, talagang tanga ako. I mean, truthfully, it's not a moodswing anymore. KUNDI. Yun na talaga ako. :) Maybe the time will come na may makakaintindi sa akin at mamahalin ako at hindi masasaktan kahit alam nyang ganyan ako. But, who the hell am I kidding? That person will never come for sure. Parating marami umaalis sa buhay ko, and that's life for me. I just gotta accept that and the fact na unti lang tumatagal na kasama ko.

Ogawd, I'm THAT horrible? :)) Pretty much, I guess. Ayun. Medyo nakilala niyo na ako. OA na din kung OA, pero sadyang ganyan ako. Hay jusko.

Reveal thy name
|| Saturday, March 20, 2010

Sadly, hindi po ako mabuting tao. :)

DESPISED--by--many
Monday, March 15, 2010 || Monday, March 15, 2010

You are the most horrible B***h I've ever known. MAY LAKAS KA PA NG LOOB PARA MAGALIT SA AKIN? HA!? Eh. Nung iniwan ka ng napakamahal mo'ng grupo, KINAIBIGAN KITA. Pinatawad kita nung 1st term na pinagawa mo sa akin lahatlahat dun sa project, kung iba pa yun..tsak, wala ka'ng grado. SOBRA ka na. SOBRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Pilit ko na maging mabuti sayo nung wala ka'ng kaibigan, pero ano ginawa mo? Aba, ang KAPAL NG MUKHA MO gag* ka! AKO PA NILAGLAG MO? AKO PA GINAG* MO? GALIT NA GALIT KA SA AKIN?ABA. ABA. Dudurugin ko ya'ng masahol mo'ng mukha. Baka akala mo na hindi ko alam na pinagkakalat mo na MALANDI kami ng mga kaibigan ko. AT KAMI na MALANDI, KAMI YUNG NAGWELCOME SAYO, kami yung kumaibigan sayo. KAPAL MO TALAGA. GRABE. SUPERSUPERSUPER KAPAL. Ang SAMA ng UGALI MOOOOOOO. >:[

Pasalamat ka at hindi kita papatulan. PERO ISA NALANG TALAGA. At TATADJAKAN ko ya'ng napakaPLASTIK mo'ng mukha. Ayos-ayusin mo na ya'ng buhay mo dahil kahit anong kasalanan ang gawin ko, wala akong pinanghahawakan; kaya hindi ako takot na maviolation. Humanda ka. Pramis. Di ako papayag na matapos to'ng school year na hindi mo naeexperience ang consequences ng mga katarantaduhan mo.

MABUTI AKO SA MABUTI. PERO UBOD AKO NG KASAMAAN SA MASAMA.

Ogawd
Sunday, March 14, 2010 || Sunday, March 14, 2010



I suddenly came back from the dead. CHECK ME OUT AT : www.glowmuncher.tumblr.com

Pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease-oh-pleaseeeeee? :)

If you decide to visit, well THANK YOU!

I shall now give you intuhrnet kukiees for being such a nice reeeduhr and because I love you and I just am a nice person. :*
Here ya gow. With intuhrnet mehlk tu. :)





By the way, official anniversary date of me and my beloved blog is...

*dundundun*

AUGUST 24.

Seriously. Don't forget to read on that day, because I shall submit a long post. :) Just wanted to share anyways.

Boom Shaka Laka Laka! Boom Shaka Laka Laka! Boom Shaka Laka Laka! Boom Shaka Laka Laka! BOOM, BOOM, BOOM. Dayum.

Almostbroken
Friday, March 12, 2010 || Friday, March 12, 2010

Teh. I slipped. In the CR. And kinda broke my wrist. Seriously. It hurts. Reason why? I was so focused singing my heart out that I didn't notice the soap that fell from the soap dispenser, I don't know why it even fell. D:

Eff. Can't even move my right wrist properly. Dayumness. Pray for me guys. :))

And guess what? I spent almost 30 minutes typing this with only my left hand. Just wanted to share. :))

Ulah--Ulah...Hah--Hah!
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 || Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Our presentation was pretty nice, except for the 3rd part though; we haven't practiced it much and we haven't memorized it yet. But hey, it was still good. We came in to present, nervous and a bit excited, we didn't really think of giving our best; however, when we had started, we gave our all. And we were united too, at forgetting the lines I mean. LOL. Sorry for that, can't help it.

Kung ano man ang resulta, manalo o matalo...tandaan niyo, II-C pa rin ang the BEST!
Stand proud and tall II-C Jefferson!

Horrible--Person--Much
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 || Tuesday, March 09, 2010

You are the worst. THE WORST. Really. You just ruined my last month in school WHICH I wanted to be happy and memorable. Well, on the contrary, it is memorable, because who wouldn't remember for the rest of you life, the person who wanted to destroy you? Mali talaga, mali talagaaaa ang pinili mo'ng awayin ngayon. Masama ka. SOBRANG SAMA MO. You just added bucket loads of problems. I HATE YOU. I freaking abhor you. Isa nalang talaga, ISA NALANG at masasapak ko na mukha mo. I never did anything you. Wala akong masamang pinaggagawa sayo, eh ba't mo ko ginagago? HA?! Hinayupak. Papabayaan sana kita ee. Dahil malapit nako umalis sa school na yan pero SUMUSOBRA KA NA. Sobrasobrasobrasobra. Wag ka na magpakitang tao dahil KAMI LAHAT PAGOD NA SA UGALI MO. Punong-puno na kami. Sana matauhan ka!. Everyone is tired. Tired of all the shit you put us through. Wag ka magpakaemo at ipagkalat sa iba na kami ang masama dahil IKAW yun. IKAW. Dahil ikaw ang ngtraydor sa amin at sa mga taong tinitiis nalang at pinapakisamahan ka nalang.

MAHIYA KA SA BALAT MO.

Alot worse
Monday, March 8, 2010 || Monday, March 08, 2010

I should be in school right now.

D:

To anyone who would care enough to listen, or more appropriately, to read. I just really, really want to let this out of my system.

I don't know why when I woke up this morning, I felt so heavyhearted and tired and just plain sick. Maybe because I'm just tired of my present. :(

It's so sad that when I reminisce about my past, I would be thinking.."What happened?"

The past...it was full of happiness despite the hardships that came along the way. I would be smiling and laughing, never getting trivial things get into my head that would destroy my day. I admit that I had my ups and downs but that's normal. My family was so so close-knit that we would all go into trips anywhere we wanted. But now? I'd doubt we could even talk to each other without getting into a silly argument.

And I'm not supposed to feel this way, I should be happy that I'm alive, that I can buy things both needed and not. But when you lived so happily and all kinds of mountains would just suddenly grow, you'd also doubt whether or not, love can move so many mountains that it blocks the sun leaving you with nothing but darkness.

I don't know how everything turned out so...bad. :[

And being sickly is the worse. :| I mean, it's not so bad, getting sick and having an excuse to not go to school but getting sick every other week? F/ck hell sh/t. :| It's ruining my life.

She's ruining my life.
Untrue friends are ruining my life.
Teacher's are ruining my life.
School's ruining my life.
EVERYTHING IS RUINING MY LIFE. :|

Do you want to take part too?


Shopping equates to Love?
Saturday, March 6, 2010 || Saturday, March 06, 2010

Staring at the ceiling made me realize something about love. It made me think that love for me was like when I shop for clothes. Cause you see, there was a time when I was looking for this shirt I wanted for awhile: I saw my friends wearing something akin to it, it was pretty, colorful and I was sure that I would be very ecstatic once I bought it. So, armed with that thought and determination, I set to find that shirt. However, with many hours spent walking, I found a blouse much better-looking than the shirt I wanted; it was prettier and it suited me. But in all honesty, I've found a lot of dresses and shirts and blouses that were prettier. I thought about which one I would get. I shooked my head and looked for that blasted shirt since it was the one I want. Time went by, the sun had set, and still I haven't found it. My mother called and we were about to go home already so I picked some random shirt that was both ugly and I really didn't want it. When I arrived home, I felt miserable. I should've gotten those prettier blouses - slash - shirts, I said.

And love, in my own understanding, is like what happened to me. Because we all look for someone so perfect in our eyes, someone we created in our minds. And we set to find that person. We do find someone incredible, alot of amazing people actually, but we give them up. We don't hold on them, in hopes of actually finding a certain person we want to poof out of nowhere and have that oh-so-lovely happy ending and the much loved, true love's kiss. But that hope will eventually disappear, and we would just end up with a person we don't really love and we'd grow old regretting that chance that we could've found someone so freaking amazing and we had let go just because of those silly perfect images of our lover.

I really hope that we won't be have to undergo something so heart-wrenching. And I hope that I wouldn't be so foolish as to hold on to something I think would not even be existing. :C

Mock us
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 || Wednesday, March 03, 2010

We, 2nd year students, had the NAT mock test just a few hours ago. Filipino was the easiest, English came second, Science and Social Studies came next, Math always the last.


I was sleepy during all the tests even though I had more than 5 hours of sleep the night before. I almost fell asleep during Math since numbers make my head spin, maybe that was why I failed. LOL. Really, I was shading anything that came up in my mind and I didn't really take it seriously. I finished Math so fast and took a nap.

That was all I did, finished the tests early and slept. Epic win.

Ask me again and I'll castrate you!
Monday, March 1, 2010 || Monday, March 01, 2010

I hate it when someone asks me today, "Hey, do you ~ blahblahblahblechbluhblerh?" and you give them a straightforward answer; they ask an hour later, then asks the same thing again the next day and seriously, who wouldn't kick you in your private parts if you do that? I mean, I would cause I REALLY HATE that.

You give them answers, and they ask you again and again and again. THAT's JUST BEYOND IRRITATING.

Isn't one answer enough? Fer serious. THAT'S JUST A WARNING PEEPS, whoever dares to badger me...I'd kick you in the balls if you're a guy, and I'd punch your boobs if you were a girl. I'm not that into gender inequality so yea.

Peace out ~