“If you just tried and took me by the hand, we would’ve been happy in love.”

August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 May 2011

Just when I had fun. LIFE turns into a fucking bitch. Yes, well. You wouldn't blame me. My cam's 8gb memory card is now friggin broken (the second one at that), and all the precious pictures I've taken are now corrupted; aaand my mom's gonna kill me. I have major problems at school, family and relationship. I miss him, and it already hurts so much.

Fuck my life.

Labels: big things, friendships, little things, love issues, missing you, painful occasions, school monstrosities, whinings

Labels: big things, friendships, happy moments, school monstrosities

Oh fuck it. I was gonna study but I'm so freaking lazy. Yet, I'm not smart, so I really need to study. Wush. INSPIRATION please.

Labels: school monstrosities, whinings

Summative tests are ongoing. And waddya know, we just had Math a while ago. And boy, I think I just developed a new kind of hate for numbers. Fer serious. I couldn't concentrate. I thought there was some kind of blackhole in my mind that sucked out every memory I have of the past lessons. So, there goes my Math grade.. :(( Woe is me.

Anyhoo. I wish myself and other students good luck for tomorrow's batch of summative tests which are: English, Science and A.P. And semestrial break thereafter; a week to relax (and a hectic one the following week).


I love you so much that it already hurts.
I fell so deeply that I feel that I can't get out.
But I don't want to hurt and fail you with the decisions that I will make.
The mistakes I will probably commit.
The shame that I come with.
The past that I want to forget.
The person that I am.

But will you, even for a moment..
Kiss me softly?
Hold my hand tightly?
Encircle me with your arms lovingly?
Will you love me still when you find out the disappointing truth?
Or will you shatter my heart?
And leave me like they always do.
I hope not, cause.
This heart has been broken many times.


That was not meant to be a poem, but rather. A letter. To him. I hope he'll read it.


OMG. I wanna sleep. I NEED SLEEP. Yes, I do. >:|

Oh, well.

Cheerios:*

Labels: little things, school monstrosities, whinings

I finished the 3k race and ran an addtional 2k dahil ang layo ng pinarkingan ng tito ko (andami kasing participants, thus, marami rin'g sasakyan). :)) It was a bit boring kasi ako lang mag-isa tumakbo pero it was still fun nonetheless. It makes me proud na because I ran, I was able to help someone. :D

WUSH. Join na naman ako next year kung meron pa, that is. XD


Cheerios:*

Labels: happy moments

My life is currently perfect, though I have problems now and then..but who doesn't? I've solved most of my problems, including: some relationship probs with my dadi pao (*^.~*), a bit misunderstanding with my bhes, MATH, a lot of my things are missing, and etc. So yeah, even my week was problematic; kinda turned my world upside down. But anyhoo, at the end of the day, everything always started to look much brighter. :3 (and then turned gloomy the following morning)


Fvck, my grades in Math are low. Like uber low. SUPER freaking low, kaya yun. Medyo nabadtrip ako. *sighs* Ba't ba kasi ginawang major ang Math? Eh, hindi naman kailangan yun pagtrabaho ko. I mean seriously, gagamitin mo ba yung Quadratic Equation para malaman kung ano bibilhin mo sa palengke? Kailangan ba yung Completing the Square to know kung magkano ba talong ? Aba hindi aa. Burshhh. Bakit baaaa. Nakakabadtrip. >.<
Fuck yeah! "Vherqkxz" is the best!! Founded last October 13, 2009 during our Library period. Guys, I love you! :3


(Alphabetical Order)

*Christine Guya
*Elaine Principe
*Fatima Garcia
*Gabrielle Quirino
*Hazela Larong
*Jessica Fallarme
*Jessica Viray
*Marykent Baylon
*Marygrace Jumawan

And we all hate ABS-CBN. Lol.


I've never been so freakishly inlove before. Mahal na mahal ko na talaga si dadi pao, period. XD


Note to (GK)², do not forget to bring your FINISHED project on Friday. :D Baka kasi may mg.oobserve sa atin, Art club members. So, wag naman sana tayo mapahiya. Lolness.


Cheerios :*

I've reverted to making new blog well, a new name. SANITYISSUESLIKEMINE is too friggin long. Sino ba'ng hindi tatamarin itype yan? Hence the name. So, haha. Credits to kat also for metioning the word oh-so-tamad and to my cousin for also telling me that sanityblahblah is too long. :D

Oh. And I've downloaded my posts from my past blog to this blog in case you're wondering. :D
Cheerios. :*

I visited my Youtube account and rewatched half of the vids that I uploaded, I also watched some of the vids that were uploaded by my former classmates. Hahaha. I wanna friggin laugh : D. It makes you wanna grin at how stupid you can act sometimes. ;)
Looking at the videos makes me want to go back home :(( . I miss acting stupid without anyone caring what I do and say. *sighs*

Urghness. Home sickness is setting in..Though, if you want to watch some of the vids.. they're down below (though just visit my account for more):










7 sisters... :((




And an extra vid from TJ..Guess which of them is me. :D



It's a loss Yvonne deleted her account, our vids together were so manyy. :3
*sighs*

Happy Birthday to me. Yey.

Labels: big things, happy moments, little things, missing you

Labels: big things, happy moments, love issues

What if, pinapapili ka between family && 7 true friends with true love (first time ever in history siguro) and the bestest friend you can ever have..ano pipiliin mo?

Fuck it.

Labels: big things, painful occasions

Labels: big things, happy moments, little things, long letters of love, love issues