Time changes everything, even you and I have changed
*TequilaRush!
Hey, the name's Dorothy. A filipina with a dash of spanish blood. A senior from Father Saturnino Urios University and one heck of a lousy student. I am loud and unpredictable. I'm pretty bitchy when provoked but, I'm nice when not. I love my friends and making friends; I'll be quiet at first but I'm all crazy by the time I warm up to you.
Two sports: Volleyball and soccer, those rock my world. A rookie photographer, frustrated artist, music-freaking-lovah, partygirl, that's me. :)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 || Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Wow. Grabe. Enjoy ako sa 2nd monthsary namin ni Katrina. Kahit nakahintay ako sa 7/11 ng isang oras dahil sa walang kwentang sim card ko na Globe, okay pa rin. At kahit napahiya ako at nagpakapal ng mukha dahil nakiusap talaga ako para matext ko si Katrina, (Ganun kita kamahal Katrina! :*) okay pa rin yun. At kahit inikot lang namin ang SM, wew, naulol kami. Yiee. Nakakabaliw, para talaga kaming mga epal na liwayway sa SM. Especially nung kumain kami sa RFC. We both wanted to eat Hotshots, pero binili namin Flavored Shots. Whoo. Add Flavored Shots plus a laugh-inducing comment about kay *toot* equals pvke-a-thon. : D . Para akong nasusuka..Hahaha. Anyway, para rin kaming ulol sa grocery. Lahat nalang ng makita namin, nakakatawa. Siguro, nagmumukha na kaming tanga, tho always naman yun. Lol. Anyway, tapos nun, alis na kami, nakita namin sila Dawis #1, si Adi, at si Er atbp. : D. Gah, mas naging ulol pa kami pauwi.
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Labyu talaga bhes! : D At salamat sa nakakakilig na letter! Mwua :*
Monday, September 28, 2009 || Monday, September 28, 2009
Don't be hypocrites, don't tell off people and make them do things which you also don't do. It's like what they say, PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH. Kung hindi mo naman gagawin kung ano sinasabi mo, then what's the use? It's pretty much the same like if you tell people not to use drugs when in fact, you're getting high on crack every single day; or perhaps it's like reprimanding people for PDA when you yourself are having sex with 10 different men a week in PUBLIC. Take some people I know for example, they keep on telling us to lay off on the internet use while they are online for like everyday nonstop. That's just the problem with a lot of people and it is apparent in almost all of our daily lives, including school though that's pretty obvious.
Argh. Nakakabanas talaga. Ikaw pa kasi ginagawang mali, ee. Wala sa posisyon. Hay.
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Nasabi ko sa kanya. God, ang palpak naman ng pag-iisip ko at sinabi ko lahat ng NAKAKAHIYA at NAKAKADEGRADE na secreto ko. Hindi ko na kayang ipakita sarili ko sa kanya; siya pa lang naman ang nasasabihan ko ng secreto na yun but, still! I can't believe talaga na makaya ko yung sabihin sa kanya without actually breaking down and thinking that's it is the end of the world.
Woe is me.
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I am very, very shocked at the damage Ondoy left, uber devastating. Many families lost their homes, their important properties, even their loved ones. I feel that it must be heart-breaking to be one of the victims because, it would be hard to see all that you have worked for be gone in a flash. And it would've been more depressing to have a loved one die. :[ I also can't believe how literally destroyed Manila, Rizal and Marikina and etc. are. Amongst this trial, I am pretty much astonished though that Filipinos are, finally, working hand in hand to provide help to those unfortunate. I sincerely pray for them who are victims of the storm, Ondoy. :c
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How utterly disappointing ang section ko. Grabe, hindi talaga kami united, whatever man ang gawin ng adviser namin para maunite kami, it's still useless. I know sobrang negative ako, but I'm already putting the whole situation lightly. You don't see what I see. LOL.
Anyway, sayang talaga ang effort ni sir para magka-isa kami when there is already no hope para sa section namin. :C
Sorry for being overly pessimistic, I just don't believe that a miracle will happen. :c
Saturday, September 26, 2009 || Saturday, September 26, 2009
The Convocation was...uh, unexpected? I don't know how to describe it, really. The performances were...nice. Though it was obvious that we were all not ready for the convo. I think it would've been nice if Sir ER gave the other students a chance to show their talents because I know that some of 2nd year VE students knew how to sing well. I was slightly aggravated that only the people he knew were picked. Anyways, the convocation..it wasn't like what I hoped it would be.
My day turned out well. Except for the Math Quiz; I'm afraid of the results, seriously. :o
Total pwnage: I became a bit bolder. I was happy that I could at least go to him and actually stay by his side without acting strange and shy. :3
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 || Tuesday, September 22, 2009
{BEWARE. This blog post is NOT for those who are easily annoyed..Kaya, scroll down to the next post if you don't want to read incessant whining and the like. NO kidding, really.}
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This day wasn't what I expected, really. Nabadtrip ako ng bonggang bongga...Fer serious. Especially nung daybreak..I got up from a sleepless night. Tapos nun, kahit wala pa akong tulog, I took my time to take a long, long bath. Tapos, did my daily routine na. But the moment I stepped in sa bus, sumakit ung tiyan ko. (Hindi yung parang najjebs aa.). Malas sa buhay ko yun. What I did was, tiniis ko nlng hanggang Home Ec. na subject. Nauulol na ako nun. Pagkarecess naman, mas nabadtrip ako, mukha palang ni Jerico, nainis na ako. Hahaha. (Joke lang). Tapos iniwan pa ako ng walang kwentang lalaking yun. >:[ . Hinabol si miss; wew, insulto aa. :[ Lol. Tapos lumala ung sakit. Kulang nalang at hihiga na ako sa stairs buti sinamahan pa ako ni Katrina papuntang clinic, hindi na ata ako makalad. Pvt9kt3, walang kwenta, pumunta lang ako ng clinic para mas mabadtrip. >:/
Eh di ayun, umalis ako at bumili ng tubig para uminom ng gamot just to realize na chewable tablet pala yun at sinayang ko lang pera ko.. Fully pleadged ulol na ako by that time at parang nadepressed ako bigla. So while nakasalubong ko sila Kat, Patricia at Janica, naiyak ako. Aba, ano kaya nangyari sa sarili ko at naiyak ako ng bonggang bongga? Pero parang wala lang siguro sa kanya, mas nabadtrip ako lalo. No choice kundi pumunta nalang sa ibang lugar para magpaka-emo. The time na nakakita na ako nang magandang corner para magpakatanga, ngring yung bell. Seems like ayaw ng world na gawin ko kung ano man ang plano ko.
Nainis rin ako pagpunta ko sa taas, dahil kasi kay "X". Pvt9. Nainsulto ako sa ginawa niya, wala kasi atang magawa yung matino sa buhay at ako pa ang pinagtripan niya. Isa nalang sana, at sinipa ko na mukha niya. Aba, ginalit naman ako ni "Y". Talagang magkakaibigan to'ng silang dalawa, aa. Wala talagang magawa sa buhay ee. Pasalamat sila at masakit tyan ko, baka kasi, lumipad na yung chair sa direksyon nila. *sighs*.
By the time na Mathematics na ang subject, pinatawag ako. Ok, ininterrogate ako nang bonggang bongga, lol. Prang binulgar ko na ang whole life story ko dun ee, kaya super annoyed na ako. Ayoko pa naman sana umuwi pero pina-early dept. na ako ni mama (dumating kasi siya.). PE pa naman..(sana kasi bukas nalang ako sinakitan ng tiyan)..
My day was officially ruined. (Lumala pa at sinip.on at inubo ako ngaun.)
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{Told ya, it's full of rants and whines, sana lang at walang mga tao na hindi binasa yung warning at nainis sa akin.}
Monday, September 21, 2009 || Monday, September 21, 2009
I now imagine how freakishly hard to code blogger themes, fer reallz. Especially for the newbies. Ack. Though I'm happy and extremely confident that I was able to tweak this thing correctly; and I like the outcome (though it's not as great as the other master coders, whatever). ^^ My neck is unjustly abused, though. And my fingers are stiff. My head is also spinning from looking at so many texts and codes.
Anyway, I send my warmest thanks for the owner of my blog theme's code:
I'm annoyingly proud of my small achievement. ^^. Cause seriously, it took me 3 hours to painstakingly rearrange, change, edit, and add codes to Eclair-x's code. (Without any kind of knowledge about html and tags and etc.)
And it really is a pain in the ass to code. Hopefully, I'm not planning on changing my theme anytime soon. LOL.
Sunday, September 20, 2009 || Sunday, September 20, 2009
{Bisaya. bisaya. Bisaya. bisaya}
Para ni na post sa mga tao nga sige ug pangulit sa ako nga tagalog na jud daw ko. Weew. Bisaya ra japon ko'ng dako. Hahaha.
Anyway, mingaw na ko ug maayo sa Butuan. Miskin gamay ra xa, walay makapildi sa Butuan, the best! Ang mga tao pa jud didtoa kay mga buotan, dali maamigo ug lingaw kauban. Lahi ra jud ang mga tao sa Butuan, sila pa ang muhimo ug paraan para dili ka ma.out of place. Diri? Kaw pa pahawaon. Gamiton pa jud ka. Mu.uban ra sa imo kung naa'y kailangan sa imoha. Bastooos. Hahaha.
Naks, ni nindot man lagi ang Fsuu paghawa nako? Pastilan, bastoooos. Hahaha. Jeber ninyo wuixt. Hahaha, makaibog mo kaau ui, chui man jud diha. Dri, ecks. Way lingaw. Pag magsuot ug civilian, kailangan mura ka ug nanay tan.awon kay halos tanan bawal. Unsa manaaa? Weew. Hahaha. Mas niclose pa jud mo ui, makaibog aixt. Lol.
Hahay, unsaon nalang ang world? LOL.
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Para Sa Akong Seven Sisters:
(beware, gi.abuse nako ang word na "mingaw". tana dli mu maulit. hahaha.)
Ara (Twinx, Bestie):
Mingaw na jud ko sa imo twinx. As in. Untana magkauban pa ta, ug tana dili jud mawala atong pagka.amigo. Mingaw na jud ko sa atong mga kabuang ug sa atong mga lakwatsa ug sa atong mga chika. Mingaw na ko sa atong pagstambay sa skwelahan atong march, ug atong stambay sa food court. Mingaw na ko sa atong pagtan.aw ug eherm, mingaw na ko sa pagadto sa inyong balay. Tanan, mingaw jud ko sa atong friendship. Wala jud makailis sa imo, miskin kinsa pa ang muabot sa akong kinabuhi, ikaw ra ghapon ang akong twin. :D Lab you always twinx!
Kimmy(Kimshi, Bext):
Kim, mingaw na sad ko nimo, miskin unsaon nako, mura jud ta ka ug igsuon. Akong manghud, ingon pa nila. Mingaw na ko sa pagstay nato sa gawas sa akong balay, mingaw na ko sa mga chika, panglibak (lol), sa mga secreto na atong ipangbulgar, sa atong imong mga inspirational texts. Mingaw na ko sa imong pagtext sa mga importanteng bagay, mingaw na jud ko sa imong pagtabang sa ako pirmi miskin walay kapalit. The best ka. Ikaw ra jud ang akong tinuturing na manghud, na kailangan itreasure ug ampingan. Manghuuuud hahaha. :*
Angela(Anje, descendant):
Anj. anj. anj. Kaw ang akong descendant, akong partner in crime sa paglove sa art. Kaw ra jud ang akong kauban sa pagka.adik sa mga fonts, sa pag.edit ug picture ug sa drawing. Mingaw na ko sa imong pag.uban sa ako pirmi, ug sa atong experience sa Investigatory Project na dili jud na ko malimtan, mingaw na pud ko sa mga trips na to sa balay ni yvonne, sa mga picture sessions na to, sa mga kabuangan na to. Tanan tanan, walay lain Angela sa akong life. Weeew, kilig. Hahaha. :D
Yvonne (Niece, dear):
Yvooonnnneeee, my dear. Ako ra jud ang nag-iisang tita nimo nga amaw. Lol. Mingaw na ko sa imong mga drawings, believe jud ko nimo buh. Mingaw na pud ko sa atong mga kabuang in terms of art. Hahaixt, tana wala ka nag.bag.o yvonne, ug tana wala pa ko nimo nalimtan. Miss na pud ko sa mga pang-agaw kay martin. Kaw ra ang akong maadtoan pagkailangn ko magpaprint, hahaha. Ug pagnangilanhan ko ug kwarta. Basta, never forget your tita, ha! Hahaha.
Vanezza(Banisa, Lola):
Wew, Banisaaa. Hahaha. Mingaw na ko sa imong hapak sa akong likud, sa akong dagway, sa akong kamot, sa akong tiil. Mingaw na pud ko sa imong mga sipa ug sa atong sabunutay. Mingaw na ko sa atong mga storytelling moments ug sa atong pagingkod sa tapad sa lockers ug sa atong mga higda2 moments. Tana the same ra japon ka, maldita, amaw, samukan ug iyat. Hahaha. Ayaw bitaw ko kalimti hah, basin ako muhapak sa imo kung mang.ing ana ka. Miss you vans. :P
Kim D. (Mae, Iyat [lolx]):
Aha naman ka, iyat? Nawala ka ng parang bula. Lolz. Mingaw na ko sa imong pagka-iyat uixt. Mingaw na ko sa imong pagkaready sa mga pagwapa. Hahaha. Mingaw na ko sa atong mga panglibak, HAHAHA, sa atong mga chikaerns, sa atong mga kabuang, sa atong mga pangasaba. Weew, Wherever you are, tana dili ka magbag.o ug dili mi nimo kalimtan hah?! Naa ra mi sa kilid2, naghuwat sa imong pag.abot. Hahaha. Ok? Muaks*
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TO the people nga close kaau nako sa peterians sa una:
Ian (Yanyan, Mr. Palen):
Yanyan, miss na nako imong mga tambag sa ako. Sa imong mga pangulit sa ako, sa imong pagkastraightforward sa ako, sa atong mga kabuang sa science lab, sa gym, sa room, sa foodcourt, ug uban pa. Mingaw na ko sa mga quotes nimo, sa imong mga drama moments, sa imong pagka-iyat and all. Miss na jud ka nako yan. :( The best jud ka na friend. Lab you always and forever.
Fraezen (Dude, Zennie-chan):
Dude, i love youuu. Mingaw na ko sa atong email correspendence, sa atong mga LONG, LONG, LONG emails and texts. Mingaw na ko sa atong mga kabuang pud, sa atong mga chikaerns during classes ug sa atong pagpaminaw sa iPod miskin nagklase. Wala pud makailis nimo Zennie, ug ako ra gihapon si T-chan that you know and love. Naa ra gihapon ko sa kilid2, tana dili ko nimo kalimtan.
Martin (Mart, Renz):
Hahaha, martin! My man. LOL. Gimingaw na ko sa atong pagkaseat mate, ug sa atong mga drawing and chasing sessions. I miss you, enough said.
Denden (Denshkie, Mads):
Den. Mingaw na ko sa imong mga pangasaba sa ako. Lol. Mingaw na ko sa atong mga quiet moments, though usahay awkward, close gihapon ta (wew, baga kaau ko ug face.)
Inna (Bebs, Betch):
Inna Dominique Piencenaves, ang adik sa picture2. Vain, vain, vain. Kauban nako sa pagkavain. Lol. Mingaw na ko sa atong chat2 ug sa atong mga laag2 promises. Daun, Mingaw na pud ko sa multiply disaster ug katong mga tarayan moments nato. Weew, ^^.
Aither (Oclarit, Aithz):
Aithz. Mingaw na ko sa imong panglibre sa ako ug food, ug sa mga victories na to sa badminton. Mingaw na pud ko sa atong mga kabuang and laag2 sa butuan. Though nagkalayo ta gamay, you treat me as a friend gihapon. And I appreciate that. Lab ya forever aithz!
Lexter John(Panda, Lex):
Naks, na.apil man lagi ka diri? Hahaha. Anyways, mingaw na ko sa imong pagka-iyat ai. Sa mga text2 nato duha na mura ta'g mga buang, sa times nga gi-ubanan ko nimo. . Hahaha. Tana wala'y magchange sa atong friendship, ug tana the same ra japon ka nga bastosan HAHAHA ug amawun. LOL.
TO BE CONTINUED.
Ang haba nun aa. Woo. Grabe, may nakaintindi nun? Hahaha. Kept confidential, Lolz.
Friday, September 18, 2009 || Friday, September 18, 2009
is to love a woman.
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Ever since kanina, parang may biglang nagbago sa relationship namin. Parang medyo tumibay ee. I couldn't help myself talaga. Sobrang kilig ako. *sighs dreamily*.
Oh and. 5 things that made me fall for him.. (my turn, piglet. :D)
5. His gentleness 4. He takes care of me. 3. He makes me feel like I'm needed. 2. He gave my life a whole new, friggin meaning. 1. He loves me.
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Well, I'm half disappointed at myself because you see, medyo nagkalayo kami ng bestfriend ko dahil sa akin. No, i mean, bestfriends..I miss my 7 sisters sa Butuan. And I wanted to spend more time with my bhespren, Katrina here in Cavite.
Communication is really essential in any relationship that you get into. Be it, friendships, or love, or family ones. Without communication, I don't think any of those will work. Believe me, it's true.
Take my 7 sisters for example, I don't think we're close right now because I'm here in Cavite, Mae is in Bacolod or somewhere I don't know, Yvonne is having fun with other people in the other section, Ara is turning anti-social (peace lng ar!) because the people or person she loves is in Manila, same goes for Angela, who is in the brink of losing Yvonne because she's in the other section, and Me..well, I'm just so far away and I can't help but just go emo in a corner and reminisce the stupidity we've done over the year.
I miss the times we've played in the FSUU campus or how the 7 of us would tour the whole city of Butuan just because we feel like it. Or the times when me and Ara would kick the lockers because it's fun, or the the times when we would just kill time in the canteen like we used to.
However, I can't also return to Butuan also because I've met Katrina and Paolo who made my life colorful...what am I supposed to do?
sana inisip nila, na bawat salita na sinasabi nila ay pwedeng makaapekto sa isang tao. at sana naman, nag-iingat din sila sa mga pinagsasabi nila sa ibang tao; baka kasi, hindi nila alam, may nasasaktan na sila sa kanilang mga sinasabi. isipin niyo nalang rin ang mga pinaggagawa ninyo dahil hindi lang ako ang nasasaktan sa mga ginagawa ninyo.
Monday, September 14, 2009 || Monday, September 14, 2009
...during the Recollection. I fell asleep, period. Though it was educating, but well, in short, it was really, effing, boring and the speakers weren't so entertaining. LOL.
The theme was all about "Friendship". And then I remembered my best friends from Mindanao. *sighs* Nothing beats the people whom you can really say that are genuinely REAL. (Genuine na nga, real pa.) There are some things worth fighting fooooor. *-*
Anyway, the activities were somewhat enjoyable. Nakakacatch naman ng attention, even just for a little. Though I liked the part wherein we were supposed to draw a bus which resembles your life and which it contains 10 people you think have a connection to you; the closer the person, the higher his position. Sa hulihan na ung epal.
Oh.
Judasss. WTH? May pakiss2 pa xa aa, tapos in the end, he'll betray Jesus. :( kakaawa rin nung kinrucify si Jesus. Imagine how painful and humiliating that would be... :[
I've also learned, that some people were just born to be shallow. Some where born to be thick-skinned. Others, just insentive. People who are just full of shits, and thinking that they're the best and that they can do whatever they can to just push down people. Well, whoever these people are (lol) matamaan man kayo o hindi, I'm not gonna say names, wala na akong pakialam.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 || Sunday, September 13, 2009
By the way, weeee. My birthday's almost coming up. Hahaha. 3 weeks to go nalang. Anyways, I specifically want 5 things.
5. To spend time with him and my best friends; have the two most special persons in my life to go with me to church. 4. For someone to remember my birthday 3. For the greetings to be heart-filled 2. For my father and my whole family to spend it with me. 1. Him
I actually am not fond of gifts, for the reason that my father always gave me gifts but was never there to celebrate it with me. Like come on, I'd rather have my father smiling so big and singing a horribly offtune happy birthday than to recieve a Wacom Cintiq...on second thought...nevermind. LOL. Though it is also nice to get tons of gifts, I only long for the presence of the people I love, a big bear hug, and a huge grin from them.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 || Saturday, September 12, 2009
Sa bawat araw na nilikha Nagtatanong ba't di makita Ang magpupuno ng ligaya Kapiling tuwing nag-iisa Sa tuwing lungkot ay magbabanta
Di akalain na ako'y mahalin Di napansin ng ako'y iyong sagipin Ng pag-ibig mong tunay Nawalay ang lumbay Ngayong kapiling ka sa buhay
Sayo lamang panatag ang loob Sayo lamang umibig ng lubusan Panalangin, itoiy panghabang-buhay Pagkat sa piling mo Ramdam ng puso ko Sayo lamang ang buhay ko'y buo
Di akalain na ako'y mahalin Di napansin ng ako'y iyong sagipin Ng pag-ibig mong tunay Nawalay ang lumbay Ngayong kapiling ka sa buhay
Friday, September 11, 2009 || Friday, September 11, 2009
Ok. Nakarecover na ako sa pagiging paranoid. Imma blog the whole experience. Hahaha. Anyway, si Katrina. LOL. Ang epal ee, payback daw kahapon ng umaga nung pinahintay niya ako sa talipapa na nagmumukha akong tanga. Tapos sabay na rin kami pumunta sa SM. The ride was plain, though nakakatuwa dahil may pinanood kaming nakakatakot in public. LOL. Tapos, sa sobrang tuwa namin dalawa, malapit kaming mapunta sa Dasma. Hindi namin narealize na nandun na kami sa tapat ng SM; good thing may dalawang lalaki na bumaba, at yun bumaba na rin kami.
Galing, andaming taga-ssi ang nakita namin dun, manonood rin daw ng The Final Destination. Saya. Lol. Tapos nun, humiwalay kami ni Katrina at pumunta sa taas just to realize na late na kami sa 1st screening ata. So we decided to watch during the 4:oo showing. So, 2:30 pa at walang kaming ginawa ni Katrina kundi ikutin at ikutin at ikutin ang SM Molino. Tambay kami sa harap ng shop na puro pink at green at yellow and all things girly. Nakining rin kami ni Kat sa sounds ng shop na yun, at well, love songs ee. Naalala ko tuloy si Piglet dahil dun. Namiss ko siya, wew. Lol.
Tapos nun, bumili kami ng ice cream at nilibot uli yung SM. Nakasabay namin si Darwynn, hanap-hanap niya yung katropa niya. Then, 3:30 na kaagad at malapit na yung showing kaya pumunta na kami uli ni Katrina at bumili ng tickets. Pero, dba, R-13 yung TFD? Malapit kaming hindi makabili ng tickets dahil mukha daw kaming gradeschoolers, ouch. After namin mapahiya, bumili kami ng popcorn tapos, napahiya na naman kami. Again, napahiya uli kami kasi akala na naman nila gradeschoolers kami, malapit rin kaming hindi makapasok sa sinehan dahil dun. Ohwkeii.
Sunod, nung pumasok na kami, we both decided na sa baba nalang kami umupo. Kami lang pala dalawa na kaupo sa baba. Weew.
The movie sa una pa lang, nakakawindang na. Grabe. Andaming death scenes really, including the visions na. May namatay dahil sa lumilipad na gulong, tapos nashoot sa tubo, may namatay dahil na drain buong katawan niya sa drainer ng swimming pool, tapos meron rin namatay dahil nasagasaan ng truck, nabagsakan ng bathtub, and super dami pa. It was a fun experience, period. You've got to watch the movie. Nakakawindang nga ee. Lol.
And after that, umuwi na kami ni Kat. Paranoid na kami ee, we were thinking of all the possiblities that could happen while going home..
So, I met the guy na mamahilin ko. :3 Bago ko lang siya na meet aa, pero I fell for him faster than you can say, Shit. So yeah, mahal ko na siya. I know, parang andali, dba? But who cares. Wala na kayo dun. Lol.
Kaya, hindi na talaga ako mag-aabsent from now on kasi, siya na ang inspirasyon ko. He gave my life a new whole meaning. And dahil sa kanya, I wanted to strive more and be someone better; never wanted to before, but I knew, when I met him, my world changed. And suddenly, it became more colorful.
It was a good thing that I fell in love with him, baka kasi, hanggang ngayon, palpak pa at sabaw pa rin ang utak ko. Titino na ako from now on just because of him. :3
Hindi ko inaasahan na magtatagal kami though, high school relationships almost never last til college. But I hope na magtagal kami (as in yung matagal talga). However, I'm not gonna dream na siya na ang the right one (or we never know, siya pala). Anyways, I'm gonna enjoy the moments I spend time with him kasi, time always runs out and we don't know when good things end.
Sana rin nga, mahal nya rin talaga ako. I don't want na madali mag.end yung relationship namin. He's probably the first guy to ever, ever fall in love with me na mafefeel mo talga. (XDD lol)
Kay piglet, i love you. (Sobrang cheesyy.)
[[Lame post, I know, BUT, I can't help but post it. Sobrang corny rin pero ganun talga pag.inlove, diba? Your world is always full of colors, sunshine and rainbows.]]
I went with Katrina to SM to watch TFD, the fourth installment of the Final Destination Series, and we spent almost two hours at SM just roaming around and being bored til it was 4.
Well. The movie was surprisingly humorous and very, very, ironic. It was gorey and really enjoyable.
Okay, this post is still gonna be lame because I'm am currently recovering from the after-effects of the movie which rendered me paranoid. Seriously.
The term exams were easy, but don't believe me. It was hard, and extremely annoying. In all the exams, I think my scores will be roadkilled. Then again, that's expected cause I was given an IQ lower than that of a 5th grader, so yeah.
Filipino was a bit easy because I ACTUALLY reviewed a bit for the exam, and I also ACTUALLY remembered Alibata which for me is actually surprising because I have the brain of a 4th grader. And the memory of a 90 year old granny. Though I was extremely annoyed thinking that I wasn't able to finish the exam because the time wasn't enough and because the class was noisy.
Science? D= Mental blockers. Weeew. I forgot all that I read, and all that I tried to remember.Fer serious.
English was okay, also a bit easy though I was unsure of half my answers on the stress putting stuff. No other comments about the exam. Wait. The first part of the English TE probably did not do me good because on the last part we were to write about a journey you have gone through. It never said any kind of journey, so I just wrote what I first though of: My Life's Journey. But lo and behold, I asked Ms. Leony a day after we took the first part, what kind of journey were we suppose to write and she replied that a journey or travel to a place. I asked again if it was okay that I wrote about the journey of my life; she just scrunched up her nose and said that it was but it'll have an extremeley low score, (I was life FTW?) because we always wrote about our problems and all (she thinks it is annoying). So, I said a barely audible thank you and turned emo in a corner.
AP too. Mental block, again.
Oh, and Mathematics just killed my poor already-deteriorating brain cells, seriously. I couldn't think properly after that shiver-inducing, knee buckling, tear jerking and braincell frying test. Others might find it easy but boy, I thought it was difficult. Fer reallz.
Saturday, September 5, 2009 || Saturday, September 05, 2009
To the girl I really wanted to befriend...well. To tell you the truth, I felt hurt that you think that I could spread the things you have told me; I'm never like that.
I was shocked to hear you were angry and I'm disappointed that the friendship that could've been a nice one, is lost over something like this.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 || Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Okay, this post will be all about the wonderful endeavor I just had this morning...which kinda fried my brain cells a bit. So, I was part of the 3rd trip Peeps, which likely and mostly is composed of noisy, and adorable I might add, preschoolers and of course, high school students that I feel loves to wake up late.
Anyways, I was kinda annoyed cause I was sooo friggin nervous that I was gonna wake up late and in turn, not able to go to school on time again. Soooo...I didn't sleep, period. Excited? Hell no. Just my brain cells frying AGAIN. I also thought I was in the 1st trip in which the students are taken extra early to go to school (5:30), foos.
Fast forward to the trip. Yay. It was interesting really. If you are fond of transformers with dota and whatever (ick. never forget the k*li2x power). Seriously. I was smirking the whole time (and i looked weird)...
And those little guys were definitely cute but annoying. And I like pairing them up with the girls who are very, very quiet. Really.
