Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

*TequilaRush!
Hey, the name's Dorothy. A filipina with a dash of spanish blood. A senior from Father Saturnino Urios University and one heck of a lousy student. I am loud and unpredictable. I'm pretty bitchy when provoked but, I'm nice when not. I love my friends and making friends; I'll be quiet at first but I'm all crazy by the time I warm up to you. Two sports: Volleyball and soccer, those rock my world. A rookie photographer, frustrated artist, music-freaking-lovah, partygirl, that's me. :)

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away

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I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

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“If you just tried and took me by the hand, we would’ve been happy in love.”
August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 May 2011

Widowed? Fuckyou.
Monday, May 2, 2011 || Monday, May 02, 2011

He changed his relationship status to Widowed. Wait, what? Did I just die? Weellll, apparently I'm still alive and jumping. I think it meant something though. Like the other things I've noticed... the unanswered messages, wallposts, the losing spark...Maybe that was the sign. Maybe, just maybe.

Anyways, my surprise for my bestfriend (KAT) worked! Ha! :P
I went to her house, had my mom ask her to go to the car and get the supposedly handmadegift and voila! She saw me instead. :">
Ilovemybestfriend, really. That's why I planned to surprise her because it's been a loooong while since we've seen each other. I was supposed to do it on 26 since it's special (friendsary <3) but a lot of things didn't work out. So, I was forced to do it yesterday but hey, at least I made her smile / scream :)) :D . :">

We'll be a dream.
|| Monday, May 02, 2011

"Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream"

I'm not too sure of everything right now. Should I still continue? There is something inside me that wants to stay single but I don't know. Should I give in to that tiny voice in my head? God, give me a sign... please.

Mehehe.
|| Monday, May 02, 2011

Tequila Shot.

I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it.
It's been so long, I've missed blogging. I decided to pimp my layout and post here so it doesn't look soooooooo dead. Hahah :)

Anyways, there's a lot of things going through my head lately. Like...
  1. Tequila shots ~ Played a big part in my March escapades with friends. I miss it, really. The roadtrips, the inside jokes, everyone fighting over the last stick of malborolights, singing songs offkey, playing club music inside the van, going home at 4am -- sometimes not even going home at all and just sleeping over, the gossips and laughs, just ... everything.
  2. My bestfriends. :| I've been caught up in my own world that I've neglected them (see: becoming a son-of-a-bitch)... sort of, yea. :( I'm such a total loser. I'm always spending too much precious time on people who don't matter AT ALL instead of my freakishlyamazing friends.
  3. Summer is booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooring.
  4. Imma learn how to swim. \m/
  5. I realized, I wanna stay single for awhile. You're free. No commitments. No need to feel that responsibility to You can flirt with anyone, and you'd never feel guilty about it. :> And did I say, you're fucking free? :P
  6. Caffeine. Is. Addicting.
  7. I think I'm gonna die. My brain cells are dead. @_@ Of all the alcohol, nicotine, and sleepless nights. And oh, the unintentional starving of my tummy because of excessive sleep.
  8. 500 days of summer :"> Summer, I know how she feels.
Meh.

It doesn't matter if...
Friday, December 3, 2010 || Friday, December 03, 2010


I LOVE YOU.

Even though watching you happy with someone else is the most painful thing in the world.
Even though I am beyond jealous of the girl who captured your heart.
Even though I'm trying so hard not to run and hold on to you when you pass by.
Even though I am damn tired of keeping this feeling inside.
Even though all that you see me as.. is just another ex.
Even though I've wasted a thousand 11:11 wishes on you, expecting that someday it'll come true.
Even though all we could ever be now are strangers.
Even though you've thrown away every single thing we shared together like it never meant something to you.
Even though letting me go was so easy for you.
Even though I still cry over you and you wouldn't know it.
Even though I used to be your everything.
Even though I am now nothing to you.
Even though you would never dare look at me anymore.
Even though everything we had was just a memory.
Even though I can't ever let you go.
Even though I can't ever have you back.
Even though you can't love me back.

No matter how many times I say I am over you, that I hate you, that I've forgotten you... I love you.

...and I always will.

Day 01
Wednesday, December 1, 2010 || Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

I am currently in a mutual understanding with Marvin. I met him through my friends when I went to their school to watch a dance contest. He asked for my number through my friend and the day after the dance contest, we started texting each other. I was surprised with myself that one evening. I never expected to actually text back, I don't usually do that. Then days turned to weeks, I eventually fell.. kind of. He was a sweet guy. :') And everyone told me he was a hardworking and nice person.

We aren't actually together. I already told him I want to take it slow.. REALLY SLOW; I didn't want us to end up like the last relationship I had. He said he'll wait for me and I trust him :)

I don't give a fuck anymore
Saturday, November 27, 2010 || Saturday, November 27, 2010


You really wanna know how I really for you?

Well, here's my middle finger to show you. :)


Oh, look!
Saturday, November 20, 2010 || Saturday, November 20, 2010



I freaking hate you now.
Seriously.